There are 131 days left until I marry my best friend, and today I realized that. Now don't get me wrong, I'm head over heals, madly in love with his man, But I worry that I won't be a good enough wife, and looking and watching Kira, I now question weather I'll be a good enough mom too. Some days I don't even feel old enough to be engaged, graduated from college, and a homeowner. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely love my life, I love my house, I love my fiancee, and I love my cat. I do not love my student loans though (but that's for another blog I guess). I can only pray that I can be enough for Ronny and our family. But I'm excited for our future together and couldn't imagine not spending all my days with him... so here's to all the work to be done in the next 131 days, to an absolute amazing, spectacular, elegant wedding, and to a life time of joy.
(So how did I do? How was my first blog?)
